I wrote this complaint back in February. Gray Hill Surgery, Caldicot, does not allow email complaints. Their complaints process is so difficult to negotiate. What I did is contact the main local NHS health board and they said that even though Gray Hill was independent, that they did have an email contact address for the surgery and could forward anything
Continue readingHappy 75th Birthday NHS
It’s not my most favourite organization in the world but I wish the NHS Happy 75th birthday nonetheless. The End Of Terror war has lasted for over a third of the NHS’ entire history (since 02.04.1997). I have very rarely, on occasion, met someone resembling a human being within the org’s employment structure. The National Health Service is, after the
Continue readingSluggish Schizophrenia
I got (mis)diagnosed with Schizophrenia on 02.04.1997 and I’ve had 26 years of hell in the mental health system here in South Wales ever since. Initially the psychiatrist said it was ‘mild schizophrenia’ whatever that is. I have had over 1500 forced Clopixol injections and whatever else since that point and have spent several months of every year locked up
Continue readingRevolut – The Bank that Preys on the Sick and Disabled
I’ve always hated banks. I’ve hated them for a long time, since before I was ever introduced to the mental health system. My experiences over the years have pretty much always been negative. They are just corporate thieves, organised crime. You see enough headlines about mass criminal fraud, deception and banking collapses to justify the sort of opinion I hold.
Continue readingThe Nuremburg Code 1947
At the end of World War 2, after, in particular, the disaster of the Holocaust becoming apparent, many leading Nazis were hunted down and brought to trial to face justice for war crimes. One of the main international trials, indeed the biggest international trial to date, occurred at Nuremburg in November 1945 where leading figures from the Nazi Regime in
Continue readingMental Health Peer Mentor
First of all, I’d like to apologise for the lack of recent posts on End Of Terror. There have been a number of reasons for this and I do plan on posting about these reasons when time allows. The website had been under severe attack and I’ve had to rebuild it and it’s back up and running again now and
Continue readingTales from The Real World feat. Alan Watts #EoTVibe
I’m a big fan of the French techno DJ Laurent Garnier and this came up in my social media feed. In the intro it mentions meditation which can always help in calming the mind. I thought it would be an appropriate tune to lighten up End OF Terror on the #EoTVibe music section. Look lively with some techno, mental healthers!
Continue readingThe End Of The World
We love Skeeter here at End Of Terror… Yes the song’s a little dark but when it played once in the end credits to our regular ‘Mad Men’ series addiction we just couldn’t help keep it churning on the EoT jukeboxes… End of The World? Everyone knows an apocalyptic nutbag or two… Let’s hope the End OF Terror is achieved
Continue readingNewslip: Collapsed by U.K. Government
This was a project that I set up from home. It was filmed by my ex partner Nicola, and kept me occupied and developed a nice little global audience. It cost me a fair bit of investment, especially where time was concerned. Every Sunday, I filmed an approximate ten minutes of video of me presenting the news. The project was
Continue readingAndy’s ECT Story (Guest Post)
My name is Andy John Luff and I am going to be 52 years old this year. Autism, sensory processing disorder, and akathisia First of all, I should explain that I was suffering from sensory overload due to my Asperger’s Syndrome which psychiatry attempted to treat as a ‘mental illness’ by giving me countless antidepressants and antipsychotics. None of them
Continue readingPolice Injuries from Illegal Arrest leading to 13 month Section 3 detainment at St Cadoc’s Hospital
I was illegally arrested by armed police officers in my hometown of Caldicot on 19.12.19. I will be elaborating on the events of this day on https://endofterror.org at a later date once I have full resolution of all the paperwork relating to that day. After 6 hours in transit on a journey that should only take 20 minutes, I eventually
Continue readingNurse Profile: Arezou from Iran
Well, what can I say? Let me introduce you to the Persian Princess that is Arezou…. I first met her whilst serving a 13 month Section 3 detention in 2019-2021. She was working at Adferiad Ward (Acute), St Cadoc’s Hospital, Caerleon. Arezou is dark and mysterious and quite pretty to go with it. She was very friendly to me from
Continue readingA Victim of Corruption: Journeys of a Non-Criminal in Forensic Psychiatry
I was first admitted to St. Cadoc’s Hospital in 1997. After 3 years in the system and getting nowhere I started to really feel the corruption inherent in this place. I’ve always been amazed at just how lazy psychiatrists actually are and also find it incredible just how much their earnings are. They are (within the NHS) public sector workers
Continue readingRacism in the NHS – Dr Anvita Swarnkar: Playing the Race Card
On 20th December 2019, right before Christmas and my birthday celebrations, I was walking early morning through my local housing estate. I’d just been dropped off in the car by a retired magistrate friend and my ex partner, Nicola. The estate was full of police. By the allotments at the bottom of my road several armed police held machine guns
Continue readingShuffle Promotions Ltd. – A Delusion of Grandeur and therefore a Symptom of Schizophrenia
I set up a permanent Shuffle DJ Academy business and a base for my DJing and Promoting in Caldicot, on the Industrial Estate, hiring a 300 sq foot office space / warehouse from Monmouthshire County Council. With regular gigs running preclub bar in Cast, Bristol fro the big Scream event and attached work, I had plenty of DJing to get
Continue readingInvasion of Privacy – Social Media and Internet Monitoring in Mental Hospitals
’ve been in the harder end of the UK Mental Health System for 22.5 years now. In those years I’ve been noticing a more and more restrictive approach to the way in which prisoners inside are treated. With the rise of internet and mobile phone technology and the advent of such popular inventions such as social media, there have been
Continue readingAn Example of Gwent Police Invading Shuffle Towers (2) – My Home
This is an example of one of the many occasions in which Gwent Police during their two and a half decades of harassing me, have forced entry illegally into my home and place of work. On this occasion I was lucky enough to be able to capture them on video on my mobile phone – this is something that I
Continue readingOn The Verge of being MURDERED by Gwent Police
I’ve been TAKEN or Kidnapped by Gwent Police in advance of the Mental Health Act being invoked and being compulsorily detained in Mental Hospitals on approximately 40-50 occasions by now. It’s just prevented any real flow of liberty in almost anything I do from education, to work, to freedom of expression to family life. Anything. It just is out of control and
Continue readingLandlocked – Mental Health in the UK and the Prevention of International Travel, Translation and Foreign Language Education
On the Second of April 1997, at the point of my first contact with the Mental Health Act, I had my life’s dreams shattered. On that day, my parents had been persuaded to take me to see a psychiatrist at the local mental hospital, St Cadoc’s in Caerleon. I hadn’t wanted to attend the meeting at all as I didn’t
Continue readingSignal Groove Jungle Section
Last year in January / February 2019, I was placed under section 3 of the Mental Health Act and detained and treated against consent at St Cadoc’s Hospital for about four months. I had spent the evening doing a re-edit of this drum and bass track: Wez G – Signal Groove. I had met a nice Iranian Jungle producer and
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